Crappy Words

heart longing...

I...

if only...

this perfection...

shit...

Oh these crappy words
that find themselves spilling across my page,
my screen,
my soul...
The small black letters
inadequately put together
into meaningful,
but not clear,
dribble...
Oh I say crappy
with no negativity...
just my inability to capture
that elusive sound
of my fingers searching for expression...

For Kimberly...
Just remember...
"The Gate" is round and open...